meeting people

so i love doing it but one of my biggest fears (im lying - its definitely not the biggest) is meeting an awesome guy, while im either in a different city, or in the airport, about to go home, when hes doing the same, and we end up being like super duper far from each other.

its not the worst thing in the world because ive definitely been in long term relationships, but as you get older the one pressure you dont need in life is thinking about who will relocate, if necessary. i mean come on, is that a question you'd like to ask, like in the beginning of getting to know someone? can you see them running already? cuz i sure would...yea. i would definitely run and think damn, this dude just met me and already wants to marry me.

other times you meet someone and think damn, why the f am i on the other side of the country. id love to watch a movie and cuddle w/ this person. rain or shine. cuz they're that cool.

ok. enough of that. i know im young and have 'time'.

so throughout my trip in Vegas I've been giving out business cards like the men on the corners promoting showgirls...im receiving just as many and as i get them, ill try to sneak and write something in the back to remind me of who they are.  im really trying to get to know people and not on a superficial "give me something for free" level, but on the level where we can establish a relationship that could lead to opportunities in the future. whether it be me deciding to become a full-time (sort of) blogger in the techie world, or by just making a friend in another city who i can email about good books that ive read. things like that.

i know the world is huge and all but we have so much to offer eachother. ive committed to meeting people and building a strong foundation because in the future, before i make it big, i know ill need a lot of help and if i can help anyone make it to the next level id want them to know that they have my support.